Being Human, I love it! Why can we not have more shows like this, great acting, interesting story, plot that makes sense throughout the series ♥ I love George, tonight he had me damn near tears, him at the end with the ripped up list and... ngh, I just want to hug him so badly.

And Annie is adorable and kick ass (and so gorgeous!), I love her to absolute bits. And Mitchell, him interacting with them both more this week was adorable and him telling george he needs a shower, gahhh, so much love for this! It was nice to have that this week to counter the stress of trying to control the other vampires thats been shown in previous weeks.

Oh and nina, i'm so glad she didnt die but being now that shes being used as bait for george makes me sad :(

I'm so glad I have this to watch while im waiting for doctor who to start! What to watch during the gap between doctor who and merlin though, hmm. But yeah, being human, A+. I just cant fault it at the moment, I want more shows that are as good as this (I wish they could transpose some of the awesome writing to merlin to make that less frsutrating but ah well.)

So Australian Open result depressed me. Cheering on Murray, getting the piss taken out of me by my dad, federer still being up himself, hmph. Murrays speech at the end about how he can cry like federer but shame how he cant play like him - that sound you hear? My heart breaking :( the last set point was so exciting though and when he went up in the third set I was yelling right along with him. One day Andy, one day.

In other news, my doctor thinks I could be depressed but I need to transfer to my uni doctor before I can start any kind of further diagnosis or whatever the hell happens next. Woo. And am now working on the baby hippo puppet, joes welded the frame, now I just need to put on the chicken wire, plaster and scrim then I can start sculpting. And he's taken it upon himself to make sure I dont get behind this time :s not sure thats a great idea, he'll have the stress of 2 projects to deal with then but he wont listen to me.

I dont want my marks back for the last projects, I know I fucked up badly already :(

Im clearly using tv shows to distract myself from life. I still need to watch life on mars as well!

Argh, russell t davies and your soppy writing pairing everyone off, I mean, MARTHA and MICKEY?? What happenend to her doctor fiance???? Argh! And slip in rose, of course, wouldnt be a doctor who finale without her would it?? Oh and its Jan 1st 2005, subtle, amazing, omg so corny. She's gone, just... stop cheapening her emotional series 2 'can never come back-ness' dammit! If they hadnt brought her back so much I probably would have thought it was sweet but as it is, its just overload. AND, and, captain jack with alonso? seriously? I appreciate what you're doing BUT he gets over ianto THAT quickly? Really? For all that emotional deathness and killing his grandchild then just cause the doctor 'introduces' them then suddenly he's ok and flirty and argh....

Did actually quite enjoy the episode, it was just the end few minutes that REALLY got to me cause its so corny russel t davies sappy-fied writing. Loved the escape with him stuck in the chair (also, can I have the fake david tennant dummy for it? For.. course research purposes? *wants*) and john simms, my god, I love him! And loved the fake cop out for wilf being the one who knocks 4 times, I actually thought it was quite smart even though it is entirely predictable cause it'd never have been the big epic timelord stuff really.

Did russell t davies really make reference to the weeping angels though? Or is that just coincidence?

And tennant *wibble* I thought he was great :( im so sad he's gone! The 'i dont want to go line' annoyed me a bit cause it was just so saccharine and I have no other word than corny dammit, but then I kinda liked it cause its like tennant being honest but then he asked to leave (for very good reasons I know and if he had his choice he wouldve stayed longer I know) but yeah, so then I went to being annoyed again.. hmm.

Better than the first part though!

And Matt Smith.. the hair makes me angry but other than that he seems good, I shall be watching in spring 2010 (!!!! so soon!!!!) I just really wanted him to mention his apparant lack of eyebrows lol.

... was absolutely brilliant, I loved it! Arthur telling merlin to run, merlin using magic in front of arthur (he must have seen/heard it, HE CANNOT BE THAT OBLIVIOUS!), merlin showing a backbone, arthur falling asleep against the beam, suggestion of cross dressing, giggling at asleep! uther, morgana/morgause awesomeness, ringwraith knockoffs... just guh! I love it, i love it, i love it!!! More like that please, the right amount of UST between merlin and arthur that leaves me satisfied (the chemistry my god, BOTTLE IT AND GIVE IT TO ME!) and slash dragon is free and gonna cause havoc! I cant wait but then it will be over and noooooooo! sad times. But then doctor whos coming along so i will console myself with that for a bit.

Staceys out of x factor, what?! How did Olly get through? Seriously! Joe all the way now for definite, he has Cheryl AND Kimberley supporting him for goodness sake! Plus, Olly is annoying and generally awful so theres no contest really.

Done no work today, VERY BAD! Might watch Watchmen with Joe tonight so its out the way and I can get on with work tomorrow (and not read fanfic, ohhhhhhh no, I cant I have to do woooooork!)

About Joe... well, im worried. He's going through some bad times with his girlfriend and im worried that he's kinda getting attached to me instead. Geez, that sounds big headed. I dunno, its just him asking if id ever go out with someone younger than me, and laying on me and hugging me and playing with my fingers and stroking my stomach/hip where my tshirts rolled up :s and he looks at me a lot and tells me im pretty and stuff and the random comment about my boobs looking bigger and that they suit me and stuff... its nice to hear for the ego boost but I do worry that if he IS thinking that way then am I leading him on a bit?

Cause I like hugs and being affectionate with people, I miss it cause no ones like it down here really that I speak to (apart from lucy) so its nice to be hugged and stuff. And I do miss the affectionate stuff like I get from Chris. So yeah. I dunno. I dont want to say anything in case I am reading too much into it. Its just weird cause its like... I dunno, I like my independence and alone time and im getting less of it now since he's getting frustrated and talking to his girlfriend less and me more. Hmm. I should never have broken the 'talking about sex' barrier we had in place down here :s and if he does see me in that way then its awkward cause i dont reciprocate it and argh!

In happier news, podfics are the best idea ive heard in ages! Seriously, whoever came up with that needs a knighthood or something, its genius!

Tobys random friend is back again. Ive only seen him twice and that was last weekend but he's a welcome distraction to look at cuase he is quite pretty actually! Toby didnt think to warn me of this though so I did the awful kinda 'errr, hurr, hmmm' talking thing trying to play it cool. I failed completely. And when he said 'i'll leave you to your... elf thing' in reference to merlin I was trying to sustain hysterical giggles and sounded like even more of an idiot in the process. Oh well, I can only look and not touch anyway!

So, Bradley James was wearing a beatles t-shirt??

1) This boy is PERFECT!!!11!!!
2) After getting through my presentation I really wish id've tried to get tickets now! I could have made it to essex, no problemo. Not on time like, but y'know.
3) Seriously, why is he so made of win??

Knowing my luck though I would have thrown up on them or something cause I cant quite shift this headache which has now morphed into nauseousness :s Been stood outside in the rain to cool down while joes been trying to convince me to drink water and go to bed. This is so not what I need right now when there is work I should be doing! :(

I KNEW IT!!!

http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/BBC-Merlin-Arthurs-armour_W0QQitemZ230398755192QQihZ013QQcategoryZ18841QQcmdZViewItemQQ_trksidZp3911.m7QQ_trkparmsZalgo%3DLVI%26itu%3DUCI%26otn%3D2%26ps%3D6

'It's made from plastic, not steel, by the way......'

'It's made from plastic, not steel, by the way......'

'It's made from plastic, not steel, by the way......'

I saw it at FB!!! I was in its presence the whole time, sat working with it right in my eyeline and didnt think to touch it, or even just take a photo of it!!! :( Damn I suck!

And Bradley James loves the labyrinth and does david bowie impressions, this man is just amazing! So my new ambition is to finish my goblin costume (and it will magically make itself kick ass awesome cause god knows how im going to manage that!) and I will somehow raise funds to put on a theatre adaptation of the labyrinth where I can work on the costumes, props, making tea, WHATEVER, and bradley james can play david bowie and it will be marvellous! :D

So... technically 3 weeks left of this project and all I have to show for it is a pair of sewn hands that arent even finished yet. No clothes, no mask, no nothing! :s what have I been doing these past few weeks? And I have to present the baby hippo idea and im so not ready and we're being marked on THIS presentation and dear lord, I wish id done these projects the other way around :(

I cant make this costume look like what I have envisioned in my head. Its so frustrating! Argh!

I'm going home on friday, cannot wait! Just thinking about it makes me so happy :D

Costume design woman liked what I was doing! It was a very short conversation cause she seemed to think I knew what I was doing so didnt need help haha. But she's coming in again in 2 weeks time so I said i'd hopefully have more to show her then. Yeah, I need to get my ass into gear if thats going to happen! And she loves nature and textures too so we kinda just squeed over that for a bit, and that was basically our whole conversation.

Omg, merlin in a little bit! Joes amused by how exicted I am and how into it i've gotten :s I scare myself sometimes. And doctor who tomorrow!!! Ahhhhh, too excited! If merlin is slashy then it will have been a great weekend of tv haha.

It's fricking freezing and the heating isnt coming on until 7! :( and the weather is just depressing. I have ordered the lion king on broadway book though, but now I just don't have it in me to spend £35 odd on the costumes and chemistry book too. Over £50 on only 2 books in one day? If only metaphorically burning money could make me physically warm!

I was supposed to have done loads of sketchbook work today.. instead, ive sat under my duvet and tried to look up costumes. Heh. No, this isnt going to plan at all, just like last weekend didnt either! Strange that.

Why am I putting myself through all this?? Why is my brain not working?? I'm not even going to get a job doing this (and if I did i'd be useless) so is there any point?? Argh.

Cant wait till the weekend! Friday night - Michael McIntyre on Jonathon Ross, Saturday night Merlin! X factor! and ricky whittle dancing. Then sunday, DOCTOR WHO!!omg!!!! Xfactor and I may decline on watching im a celebrity. haha.

So my tutorials tomorrow and ive done no work. at all. instead ive watched merlin, read merlin/arthur slash and backstage merlin videos. FML. Why cant i get a degree in that, seriously? I would be so damn good!!

Well... thats my heart broken then :(

that beard has possessed him and made him think this is a good idea, I will not accept that he actually thinks this is a good idea!

Why did he have to do it this way though? He's made himself so unpopular and it devastates me that this is the last memory he's leaving us with and in the process, tarnishing all the others :(

Personally I still wish him all the best (and I will most likely still be perving keeping an eye on him but ive going to be gutted for a little while :(

Haha, I had a feeling this might happen! Come on Nando, birthday goal scoring spree for yourself and me would be brilliant birthday presents!

xxx

Last year while walking back to de hav I had a guy from the university of hertfordshire talking to me on the way, trying it on in a not so subtle fashion and saying that I should get rid of my boyfriend and that he could 'be my superman' instead.

Sree, contestant on big brother and also from university of hertfordshire apparently said something like "She thinks that I am a superman." Please let this be a coincidence and not the real reason why I thought I recognised him at first!

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